Number One

I'm even thinking about how I phrase things, hoping people won't read into my words. But thats the point of all this, right? I am going out tonight.
I always decide to not drink all that much, though tonight I am changing things. I will drink, not because I want to get drunk (if it were, who the hell cares?!), but because I want to completely let go. Let go, and not care..and see where that leads.
We'll see. And I'll share it with you.