Not that you're incapable of love, but that I am not deserving in your eyes.
Whether it is frustration at the close familial relationships I have, social aptitude, acceptence of different people and their situations, faith, or maybe.
Maybe because I need recipricol love.
After many discussions, I'm aware that you cannot show me this love. And I can't be in a relationship that is made up of two people seeking their own, not sharing, not compromising.
I just need to tell you. And not accept the change that never happens.
Because I can live and be without you, and my hand works JUST fine.
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Have you ever wondered what if anything may happen should your hands become incapacitated? For the sake of argument from perhaps "Overuse Syndrome"? Look it up. What a cruel twist of fate that could/would be.
ReplyDeleteAdditionally, "The Flood" immediately comes to mind.
While your post was SO "not about you" (I mean that), it seems to me that your extreme level of independence may be due to a fear of committment?
To anyone?
Except yourself?